so things are Amazing with bernie. =] I like him so much. I love being with him and i hate when we aren't together. <3 he makes me feel so special. i can tell that this is going to go somewhere. =] i'm so glad that i was with katie at DQ that night to meet him. okay. so new subject. lol on thursday, i was in the waiting room to donate blood and candace, my manager, calls me and says where are you? and i'm like umm.. donating blood? and shes like oh aren't you coming in tonight?? i said umm i wasn't scheduled to. and shes like yes you are you were supposed to be here at 4 30. i said well when i saw the schedule it definitely didn't say that. and shes like well this is a no call no show so i'm going to have to talk to joe about this. i was like alright.. well i'm sorry and she hung up. soo i have to call her today to see whats up about me working tonight cause i'm supposed to work tongiht.. honestly, i kind of hope they fire me. idk if i like it there anymore... the people are... meh.. not like me.  idk.

La La La. i'm done now.

<3

...even if you're not happy for now. live for happiness long enough and you will find it.

I met someone. =]

this is the story: I was hanging out with my friend katie and her bf at DQ and we hear this loud ass truck.. and its her ex, devon. I look into the other seat and there's this boy.. very very Cute boy. We are sitting there for a while and just hangin out and he was being so funny and stuff. and then he tells devon that i'm really cute and devon tells katie and katie of course tells me. and i'm like.. ahhh! cause i'm thinking the Same thing about him lol. and then we all leave and stuff and katie calls bernie that night to see what was up and he said he's really interested in me and he wanted to know everything about me. lol soo.. katie told her stuff like. that i twirl and what kind of music i'm into and stuff like that. then, the other day i can't remember what day it was we all hung out at DQ again and shane and katie got into a fight so shane left and he was my ride.. soo bernie took me home and he was so cute he was like i was thinking about holding your hand but i'm driving stick and that wouldn't work so well.. hehe. then we exchanged numbers.. and thennn.. yesterday we all hung out again =] this time, at katie's house. we ordered pizza and we just hung out and he was being so cute doing the cute little romantic things.. like first we were tickling each other and because he was tickling me i was like.. curling up and somehow we moved closer and he put his arm around me. then we all went to sonic and we were sitting on his truck bed and he had his arm around me =] and then katie was trying to hint to him to kiss me.. so finally.. he goes "you have something on your cheek there." i'm like.. where? and im looking like a jackass trying to get whatever it is off my cheek and he's like "here. let me get it." and he kissed me. it was so cute! lol then when we were driving back to katie's house, he held my hand =]. justeverything he did was so cute. i am so happy.

i feel so different. and its happening so fast. but i Love it. =] he has the most amazing eyes. and he's so cute!

haha okay. i'm done. =]